Because I've ben suffering two nights now, I deciced to do something productive, sort've kind've... okay. not really, I just love doing my part in spaming your message boxes.
This is what I did last night. after reading

's latest journal, I decided to do my own little new year crap thing, for purely my intertainment ( and to bore the shit out of me so I go sleepy)
Though, I was feeling tired when I started this, I got more and more and more awake, because I started getting into it. And I realized, I've been talking to myself, and answering myself as well
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This becomes clear, after awhile.
I bunched up a bunch of thoes questionarie things that people spam their myspace pages and whatnot (and also stealing a few from :Ketene:, and began answering them.
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1. When was your last birthday? How old are you?Same place and time as always: 26th.... or is it 27th? July. and I turned 16. NO!!!!!!!! 17. xD. But physicly I look like a 13-year-old. 361 days early.
2. Your almost 18 huh? What are going to do after your finish school?Yuppers. At first, I wanted to go professional with photography (as some of you may know, I've been paid a couple times (0nce) to do a wedding. But, I realized, afterwards, I don't want something I love to do, into someting that starts becomeing a chore. I'll maybe go to the Art Insitute in Vancouver, and take a course, take interior design and Culinary for the hell of it. And live in confusion, in a refrigerator box (because I'm to stubborn to accept welfare as a deadbeat option), asking myself what I want to with the rest of my life.
3. Wow, awesome. Did you keep any of your 2008 resolutions? If you did what were they, and did you make any for this year?What resolutions? To be honest, I've never made new years resolutions in my life, because I LOVE to keep my options open, I hate going by schedule of life.
But. if I had to make one for this year, it would definately be to master the art and science of joint-rolling, and after mastering that, mastering the art and science of rolling a blunt.
4. Awesome, that deep. Good luck. What did you get for Christmas? Did you get what you wanted from Santa?I got peoples efforts. Santa died from my imagination a LOOOOOONG time ago. So no. I didn't.
5. Did anyone close to you leave/die. And did anyone close to you connect their genes together and spawn?WTF? For your information, it's called SEX, jeezus chrisst. And yes. After 6 years of friendship some bitched abandoned me. And I got 2 more cousins. one boy and one girl. Ryker and Athena.
As for the dieing. Not of anyone that I give a shit about.
6. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?Going back into the mountains. in BC. 'Cause like, that was the first time in about 10 years I've been there, and I LOOOOOVE it there. and Oh Going to See A Skull in Connemarra. Awesomeness.
7. Must have been pretty awesome. Did you have any major injury? My back is pretty fucked up. My mental health hasn't suffered as much as it has for 2008 for a while. with the resurrection of cluster-headaches, and on-going harrassment of some boy, and my mother. (little story: I had a restraining order on her for 5 (?) years, I took it off because I felt sorry for her, She's been abusing that fact, going to my former bosses, to my friends and family and harrassing them, spreading rumors, calling me with guilt-trips, and coming to my home with more guilt-trips.) I've been heavily contemplating restablishing the restraining order for 3 months now.
And also the need of a different atmosphere is present.
8. Where did most of your money disappear?The 60 bucks that I spent went towards getting my tongue pierced. Bad deal, my stuttering is worse now. Sometimes.
9. Did you fall in love in 2008? Do you hate anyone that you didn't hate the year before?With a straight girl. Damn she was pretty. She doesn't know though. And it wasn't love. it was more like.... Curiousity of Self-uncharted grounds of straight girl with gay girl lol...
Mm, not really hate, dislike maybe, But I'm mature enough to move on.
10. Favourite T.V. Show?HOUSE. (If he was real, I'd sooooo hang out with him.) Fringe. And Father of the Pride.
11. Thoes are my fav shows too. How did you spend New Years?Alone. Slept. I hate new years. I think it's just as lonley as Valentines Day. It sucks worse I guess when you don't drink (enableing the forgetting that your alone).
12. What has been the best book you've read in 2008? Are any books you hope to read?Beyond Good and Evil: Prelude to the Philosophy of the Future - Friedrich Nietzche, Paradise Lost - John Milton (but because of bad timeing, I've been to busy to read it). Oh definately, Thus Spoke Zathustra (Nietzsche) at the top of my head.
13. Thoes are some "Deep" works, it's amazing that you understand them. What are some of your favorite movies from 2008, and are there some that still remain favorites, despite rewatching them over and over and over?Hmm, not much good stuff came out for me. But, Kung-fu Panda (despite my hatred for Jack Black and his crappy acting, his voice work is good), Wall-E (OOOOOH MY GAWD, I LOVE this film), Iron Man, 10,000 BC, Indiana Jones and blah blah, Pineapple Express, and Death Race. Movies that continuouly remain favorites (at the top of my head) are Anastasia, Der Untergang, Waking Life, and A Scanner Darkley.
A light note on The Dark Knight, k so I grew up watching Batman and the Joker was my fave badie of all time. But the over exposure of the Ledger crap just got me hateing it.
14. Awesome stuff. In news and politics, what sticks to mind.Well, the Election of Obama fo' sure, and Coalation crap In Canada (Still pretty pissed that Conservative won the election, after ripping Canada off so many times.)
15. Yeah thoes are some great moments in History. What do you think you need to do more and what less of in 2008?I wanna start paining again, and making jewery, but like with any other hobby, need money. Money I usually I don't have. I need to do less sitting around and waiting doing nothing and procrastinating.
16. What do you hope of 2009?Find a loving girlfriend. Hmm, Stick to the 365 Challange. (there has been a couple days that I've forgotten about it. To be Honest) Improveing my German accent, learning more polish and Norwegian
17. What has been keeping you sane lately?"Pot Helps." lol. Nothing really.
My little cousin, Alexzandrea, was born right in time of a bad breakup with my first girlfriend, So I guess, she's been keeping my mind off of that.
18. Is there anything you would do differently that you did in 2008?You know, if I was asked that before, I'd say I'd do alot of things differently. But as I reflect. My choices are making me into who I am. And I'm greatful of the people that I surround myself with. I couldn't ask for anymore other than a Good Karma.
19. Describe your 2008 fashion?XD "A fashion statement is a socially accepted hollowe'en costume"
I dunno. I've accepted more colour into my wardrobe. That's about it.
20. True That. Do you have any advice for other people?Don't get your undies in a knot. Seriously. Let Live. Feel the love.

ZEE END.
End note: I do not advertise the or promote the use and abuse of marijhuana. that's just wrong. xDDD